28th January 2012 , 3 Months Anniversary , Alhamdulillah ;)

Assalamualaikum , morning guys and girls . as shown on the title of this post , you already know what im gonna tell you today right :) hehe . im so happy right now . fucking happy ! alhamdulillah , 28 Januari kami berdua dah genap 3 bulan in this relationship . malam tadi kami on the phone sampai pukul 2 something . cause i dah janji dengan dia yang i akan buat supersaver malam tu and kitaorang cakap lama . and suddenly dia tak sihat and i have to take care of her cause thats my job to look after her . and lama lama dia beransur okay and dia minta i nyanyikan lagu tercipta untukku yang i selalu nyanyikan untuk dia . and masa i tengah nyanyi and nyanyi , suddenly kepala i sakit and rasa macam darah tak sampai ke kepala . everything change after that , dia yang jaga i . hurm , im so sorry susahkan you sayang . malam tu i kata i tak nak tidur sebab nak jaga dia and kalau dia terbangun masa tengah tidur i nak dia call i tapi dia suruh i tidur sebab i tak sihat , and malam tu dia nyanyikan i lagu twinkle twinkle little star supaya i dapat tidur dengan lena . and i langsung tertidur ;( i langsung tak tunggu you kan sayang . i minta maaf . i banyak susahkan you . masa dia tengah nyanyikan lagu tu , suddenly bateri phone dia habis and dia terpaksa call i balik but then 4 kali dia call i tak angkat sebab tertidur ang i tak perasan yang i silent kan phone . sorry! :( and malam tu you text i ,

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"Dear Salman sayang , hey . Im so sorry i tak dapat nyanyikan you twinkle twinkle little star lebih lama lagi . Bateri phone i habis sayang , and i call you tak angkat and i rasa you dah tidur . Please get a well rest okay sayang . Tidur lena ya sayangku . And cepat sembuh . Happy 3 months . I have a wonderful time of my life being with you . I have nothing more to ask from you . Thank you for always try and give the best for me . Theres no other guy like you . You are my boy sayang . You lights up my worldsince you came in my life . There is no other word to describe how thankful i am to have you in my life . I will take care and give the best all for you and for us . Alhamdulillah kita tak pernah gaduh sayang . Dan insyallah dengan izin Allah , i harap i dapat jumpa you esok . I hanya ada you seorang je aman . Cinta i , sayang i , kejujuran i , setia i dan kepercayaan i hanya pada you sorang , Muhammad Salman bin Samin . Thank you for all the things that you gave me . Assalamualaikum sayang ."
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Sufiana Balkis binti Mohd Shahruzzaman, you wake me up with a smile sayang . thank you so much for everything that you have done for me baby . i swear you're the best wana . im sorry kalau sepanjang 3 bulan i dengan you i ada tersalah cakap , buat you marah or apa apa pun salah yang i pernah buat dengan you , i minta maaf sangat sayang . i harap you maafkan i . i minta maaf kalau i tak dapat jadi yang macam you inginkan . i minta maaf kalau i tak mencintai you cukup macam yang you perlukan . for me , you anugerah Allah yang paling berharga dalam hidup i sayang . semoga Allah kekalkan hubungan kita hingga ke nafas terakhir kita . dalam apa sahaja cabaran yang mendatang nanti , insyallah i akan pertahankan hubungan kita sayang . this relationship means a lot for me . i cintakan you wana , dari awal hingga ke akhir . i milik you sayang , selamanya . i love you so much !

You're the one who i will love forever ,
Sufiana Balkis Mohd Shah .

You're The Best !

Hey Suff fii(w)ana bal qish bin mohd shah ruzz aman :)
Hey guys and girls . selamat pagi malaysia !
tengok title ... "You're The Best" . yeah yeah ! you're the best ! you lah , you . yeah , you lah sufiana balkis . *kau perasan ke tadi ? sorry le , untuk gf aku je bhai . hahaha . on last 8th of January 2012 , she sent me a text and she said ,

"Sayang, if one day i die , remember this . I'm the happiest and the luckiest girl in this world to be your girlfriend and i just want u the only one . I never imagine myself with others ."

and on 13th of January 2012 ... ,

"Aman , if there's one thing that i really want to do is to make you happy sayang . and watching you smile was the perfect thing . you are the one , insyallah . The king of my heart ."

on the next day ... ,

"You are the man of my dream sayang . Nothing more and nothing less . For me you are perfect ."

the next day ... ,

"Muhammad Salman bin Samin , you are my boy . you are not perfect but you all i want . your perfect smile is enough to make me feel so happy . Insyallah , you'll be the last . "

the next day ... ,

"I will stay with you and stand by you whenever you need me sayang . I really love you aman ."

23th of January 2012 ... ,

"I just harap yang terbaik untuk kita . Semoga Allah permudahkan segala cabaran untuk kita yang bakal mendatang . Amin ."

25th of January 2012 , 3:12 a.m. ... ,

"Hey sayang , it's me again . since it was the second time i nak cakap panjang sikit . i just want to say that i love you so much and you mean so so so much to me . Never in my mind that i will meet and own someone like you and i was thinking about you now . i just hope you get a well rest and smile in the morning with the perfect smile that you always gave me . Im sorry i tak dapat nyanyikan you . but anyway , peluklah bebear yang i bagi you tu sayang . tidur lena cinta wana . dari awal hingga ke akhir wana mencintai aman . tidur okay sayang . ilysm and imysm . assalamualaikum cinta wana . bye sayang ."

actually ada banyak lagi but tak kan semua korang nak tahu , sepak sorang sorang karang . hehe . semalam dapat keluar dengan baby i . even dapat jumpa sekejap and dalam keadaan yang kelam kabut but i really enjoyed spent time with her since kitaorang pun dah lama tak jumpa . she was so beautiful with her favourite new shirt yesterday . ouh god , please keep us together untill the end of our life . amin .

and now , i'm missing you so much . kita sama sama tak ada kredit and i just nak you tahu yang i sentiasa memikirkan you sayang . i amat merindui you . tunggu i ya sayang . i akan topup dalam masa terdekat . whenever i tell you that i miss you so much . you'll ask me to do this ...

"close your eyes, feel me in your heart . remember me in your mind . take a deep breath . im yours forever"

and now im missing you so fucking damn much , what you wanna say sayang . haha . i nak sambung buat homework . take care yourself for me . i love you so much wana .



thank you for reading .

i love you so much , a/p shah .

assalamualaikum . bye :)

I did mistake , I'm so sorry . forgive me baby :(

24th December 2011
14 years old you , Sufiana Balkis . its your birthday on that date .
yesterday you told me that someone make a video for his girlfriend's birthday and you really wished that someone do something like that for you . and , when i think again . for your birthday , i just do nothing . last saturday i go outing with my friends afiq and jimbo and suddenly , afiq asked me , "what did you give to you girlfriend for her birthday last 24th December ?" and i just dont know what to say , i just ignore that question . and yesterday my girlfriend talk about the video and she said that it was so sweet . i just hope i can back to the past . when we go out to celebrate her birthday , i dont even do anything for her . i just make her name with a piece of aluminium and tie a thread on her finger and i think it was seriously nothing for her birthday . i dont even buy her a present and i just invite her to play roller skate together but i just enjoy myself more than make her happy for her birthday . ouh god , what i've done . seriously im so sorry . i hope i can back to the past . hurm , birthday was the most special day that we have once a year . sayang , im so sorry . i should be do something special for you for that day but i just do nothing . gilrs love something sweet and suprise . i never make a suprise for you or even do something sweet for you . im so sorry sayang . forgive me wana . im so sorry :( sorry to be the worst boyfriend that you ever had .

i love you so much Sufiana Balkis ;(